Crossroads

I guess nobody ever comes here anymore. I guess my blog has lost its picture and also its vibrancy. All it is now is complains and struggles. When will Isaac emerge out from the storm and be himself once again? God!!! Save my ass please!!!

 

I’m just very confused on which university to take and all that. If only i studied and was a little smarter, i would be able to stay in Singapore.

 

So anyway! I’m really confused as to what God wants to do with me. You see, he gave me ANU which i thoroughly do not deserve given my lousy grades. But still He made a way and allowed me to get accepted. But now, they say its 3 years when originally it should have been 2! SO! What do I do? I am so confused right now.

 

This is just a big rant while i am bored and having nothing to do in camp. I’ll probably give ANU a call tmr.

Scars

This scar, physically and emotionally will never go away.

Till this day, i will never ever forget every detail and every person who came to help. Everything happened so quickly and yet everything is still well kept in my memory bank. Sometimes i wish i could just erase these memories and wipe away these scars that is still having a stronghold in my life.

 

Sometimes i wish God will just take away my pain and let keep my body original.

 

Heal me oh Lord. I’m desperate and crying out loud. Please listen to my cries for i am tearing up inside. I cannot take this any longer.

 

Tough times dont last. Our Lord is everlasting.

I am very led to blog about this.

 

You know when life gets really tough for you, whether its you directly or someone dear to you. Just continue to keep the faith and stick close to the Lord. Going through tough times is what everyone would go through. Its the devil’s ploy to disrupt your faith in Him.

 

There will always be something to learn in whatever cirumstances. Even through breaking my leg, i learnt super alot of things and just about survived through it. So whoever out there is facing a tough time, just continue to leave your problems at the cross.

 

You can always leave me a prayer request if you want and i will pray for you.

 

Remember that our God only has plans to prosper us and not to harm us.

 

Take care everyone!

Happy Teacher’s Day

Happy teachers day to all!

 

Actually just thinking about all my teachers in school. 1 particular teacher stands out. Which is Mr Poh from my sec 3 and 4 maths teacher. You see, I’m not a very bright student. In fact, almost every year, I will get top 50 for my level. From the back! HAHA! Ya what an achievement.

 

But anyway since i keep getting F9 for maths every year right up to Prelims, he decided to coach me one and one all the way up till O levels. I would never ever forget the dedication that he had to help me along the way. Can you imagine 4 years of maths coached in 3 weeks?!

 

I was very touched and i studied real real hard. In the end a F9 became a B3 in 3 weeks!

 

He’s the best teacher and will forever be in my heart.

 

Thank you Mr Poh Seng Kiat. =)

Motivated

For those who do not know me, it is utmost importance for me to feel secure.

 

You see, Isaac is living quite happily day to day waiting to ORD as a clerk. Having planned out his life for the next probably say 3 years? I feel so much more motivated to work hard for what is in store for me.

 

For example, I am gonna take out my screws not only because it is good for me, it will ultimately be good for my family since i dont have to be hindered by the implants in future and i can run around with my kid! Cool right! Also, for the studying part being roughly settled, i guess i’ll be more motivated to come back having done well for the course and also getting valuable experiences.

 

Lets just hope God will open up more and what is in store for my life.

 

I’m excited.